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|Wednesday, August 16th, 2006|
|Friday, June 23rd, 2006|
|Tuesday, March 7th, 2006|
So not much is going on, I found out the guy I was dtaing thta I met in the pit was a drug addict, snorting vicoden and shit, I tried staying with him but whne he stopped calling and stopped answering his phone that killed it.
So not much has happened except I finally made firends with the one other scene kid in my school, her name is paige and she's way gorgeous, and she actually thinks I'm cool =]
And the only other thing I can think of is that I met this guy Pat he's really Killer he's the signer in this band called Brandenburg which you should all check out here:
|Friday, February 3rd, 2006|
Okay longgg update because I died and stuff
Okay so wednesday I went to go see Mest, Allister, Just Ask, and Scary Kids Scaring Kids.
It was great, before the show, I was singing The Faint and was dancing in front of clutch, and watching this girl and these two guys [that detail is important to this]then I was swinigng on this chian between these poles, then we got in and I wen tover to the SKSK merch table and Tyson [the singer] was there I bought a shirt from him and he started hitting on me saying I was hot and how great the shirt would look on me, [I got a picture with him but my camera it was on got lost]So then Kari and I ran around, met Nick Gigler from Mest and hung out,
finally got into the pit, Just Ask went on and we were at the front, those boys i was watching started a circle pitt, and there was onlya few people in front of us, by the end of them we were flat against the barrier in time for Scary Kids Scaring Kids, I screamed out every word and killed my throat and stayed there for about 2 songs of allisters then went back into the pitt, which actually I went out and talked to Pouyan, the keyboardist of SKSK first, then went into the pitt, crowd surfed a little then allister stopped playing
and I went into the pitt, met this girl and got dragged into a conversation with those two guys and that other girl that i had been warching all night, the girl i had met left, and i hung out with them until Mest came on and stayed with them in the pit most of the time, Mest's last michigan show was amazing. one of them Justin. had a girlfriend well, she was his ex but they were all over each other. And the other james, was pretty hot. wel, by the 9th song mest had played [btw i touched Tony Lovato and everyone hates me for it] me and James were getting along VERY VERY good, and flirting and stuff pouring water all over each other, messing with each others hair, helping each other in the pit, and then by the 11th song we were making out...
haha in a mosh pit, making out with some kid I barely knew, crazy, so then Mest played two more songs and went off, we all screameed for an encore, and they gave us one [Kari left before the encore, and before they finished the last song before] so Mest ended the shwo was over, I took out my phone got Jame's number and gave him mine he picked me up hugged and kissed me, then i went met the rest of SKSK and went home, I hurt soo bad form that night still.
so anywayysss fast forward to yesterday,
the day went by in a haze, I told everyone about eveyrthing that happeend including james, earned the nickname concert slut,
soo I went home called him around 3:30 or so, he didn't have minutes on his phone so he said to clal him today at 5 cause he'd get his paycheck then, btut he called me back a lil later and said he decided to go get it earleir,w we talked for a while, he called Josh and threatened to beat his, [who was stalking me]'s ass ^.^ it was fun.
Call James: tlak to him from abour 5:00 ish til 8:00 ish
and part of it went like this:
James:"soo uhh i forgot to ask this but do you have a boyfriend?"
James: "yeahh I should have asked that before but i was uhh too caught up in the moment"
Me: "thats okay it was good"
James: "so uhh do you want one?"
Me: "kind of, yeah"
James: "can I be yours?"
|Wednesday, February 1st, 2006|
|Monday, January 9th, 2006|
Do You Have A Crush On Me?
Hold me when I cry?
Tell me you love me?
Who Are You?
How Did We Meet?
Are You Glad We Met?
Are You A Virgin?
Did We Ever Date?
Did You Ever Want To Date Me? Current Mood: content
|Saturday, January 7th, 2006|
I mut be crazy because I'm about to go out and spend almsot 100 dolalrs on a shirt....
but it's heatherette you can't blame me
|Sunday, January 1st, 2006|
|last post referring to any of my past. I promise.
I confess that, in 2005, I...
( ) stayed single the whole year.
( )dated one person all year
(x) dated more than three people this year
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
(x) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
( ) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) got sent to the office
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
( ) went on a diet
(x) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
(x) came close to losing your life
(x) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alchohol
(x) drank alchohol underage
(x) did (a) drug(s)
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
(x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(x) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this
|Sunday, December 25th, 2005|
|Thursday, December 22nd, 2005|
|Sunday, December 4th, 2005|
Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose
yeah thats about right.
|Saturday, November 26th, 2005|
So this past week has been beyond amazing, this boy Gary that I have been watching for the whole year so far,
I decided friday night to message him on myspace, and we met face-to-face at school on monday.
We've spent alot of time together and thursday night he told me that I
was exactly the person he has been looking for all his life.
Thing is he has a girlfriend, that he's been with on and off for a
year, but the way it seems is that he's going to break up with her when
she gets back from her dad's
I would hope so,
because last night he came over for about 3 hours, he helped me with my
algebra for about 15 minutes then the rest of the time was on my couch
cuddling and goofing around,
I techinically should feel bad, he cheated on his girlfriend with me,
we were messing around and I stuck out my tongue so he threatened to
bite it, I figured he was joking so I stuck it out again.
He wasn't joking. He bit my tongue. It hurt alittle but I just pulled
it away but then he leaned forward and kissed me. and we just smiled
with our forehead's agianst eahc other's and held each other's hands,
which this kisisng thing happened a few more times throughout the night.
I never would have imagined that the boy that I've had a crush on all
year silently and just watched would ever like me. he was always just
the hot emo boy.
I don't know I guess it's pretty amazing.
He's a sweetheart though, he let me borrow his DS and Nintendogs, and
told me when he gets his next pay check that he woudl buy me the DS
that comes with
it. I told him he was crazy but he just said "so?" ...
I guess for once something went good.
( And only you can give the breath of life, But you don't see meCollapse ) Current Mood: content
|Saturday, November 12th, 2005|
Now is about one of those times when I need to go to an MCS show and get one of those warm hugs from Justin,
And one of those wonderfull shout outs or song dedications.. so that I could feel a little special
in case you haven't guess they never showed up.
so much for spending the whole day together.
I feel like throwing up.
So alot of you have proabably wondered about what happened with Corey,
well I also started talking to Connor. And Connor is very amazing.
we started liking each other alot then on wednesday he skipped school to come hang out with Joe and I at my house, since we had a half day and he didn't. So Connor and I cuddled for about four hours and went to the store, then they had to leave :(
Then last night at like 9 they came over and we went outside, I cuddled up to Connor because I was freezing, and he put his arm around me, then later we were just laying on my porch and I gently bit his hand, so he bit my head and I told him that was nice so he tried to bite my neck but that didn't work, I just giggled. Joe put on my tiny camo jacket. and me and Connor said he was a hardcore kid and was tyriung not to be "scene" corey laughed. Then he took Joe's hoodie and put it on, and I took his and put it on... and connor just continued wearing his brothers his brothers. Then my dad made me come back in :( right when I think connor was gonna kiss me.
I'm supposed to hang out with Connor Corey and Joe later today also....
Oh and yesterday at the powderpuff football, Freshman and Seniors beat the Juniors and Sophomores. I was defense :)
Well I'm out, I have to shwoer and clean up before the "scene boys" arrive
|Tuesday, November 8th, 2005|
So pretty much I have the scary suspiscion that the singer of Boys Night Out is a Necrophiliac (Necrophiliacs are people that have sex with dead people/ have an attraction to dead people)
Examples from A Torrid Love Affair:
the first time i saw a body bend that way
i realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive
with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away -
and i saw why they say beauty comes from the inside
Examples from Composing:
To me it's everything to me it's everything to me
it's on every corpse. I see her face,my love, my heart
It's like she’s still alive
It's her body I'm holding
As we make love
My heart breaks every time I dismember the flesh
Hide the evidence and start again
|Friday, November 4th, 2005|
| DAY TWO
All I can say is day two proved a success we all nwo wear it with no threats of suspension.
Yesterday proved a success also.
Adam came over, told me he loves me hugged me a few dozen times, and
told me that if it made me happy his girlfriend and him were fighting.
I told him it did make me happy.
About a half hour after that Joe IMed me.
He said that his friends from Taylor wanted to meet me.
So he brought them over. They were pretty funny.
They took like 12 pictures of me and I was like "O.o thats weird"
(Which I found out later from Corey it was because they thought I was cute)
They made me go stand in the middle of the street under a street lamp for one.
We're supposed to hang out again soon.
and I guess Corey is suppossed to come over alone sometime...
I think he likes me. weird.
Corey and I decided today is
"Mess with Joe day"
Which is fun because Joe gets offended easily.
And then he snaps at you.
Which is even funnier.
He's like a walking duplicate of the phrase,
"if you can't take it don't dish it out"
R.I.P JOHNNY "BEATZ" HOLOHAN
Bayside won't be the same without you.
May you, wherever you are, be safe
and lead a happier past life.
My heart goes out to bayside and all of Johnny's Family and friends,
It was a terrible fate, that should not have been brought upon him.
( ..Me?Collapse )
|Thursday, October 27th, 2005|
|Day One Of Operation Protest The School
Brandon wore eyeshadow on wednesday and they MADE him tkae it off, they made ihm put lotion on his eyes, to get it off
so today we did it again, the matching eyes shadow
and when he was told to go to the office he asked what about mine and she said "brandon just go" so I was like "I think I need to go too" and picked up my thintgs and went and he told brandon. since it was his secodn warning he was being suspended. and that I have my first warning now, which was for claling him sexist he lashed at me and made me take half of my makeup off so now tomorrow, everyone including Brandon and I are wearing our makeup like that
guys AND girls.
so many poeple already know about this
Conor Is On Coke: so.
Conor Is On Coke: tomorrow is gonna own.
Conor Is On Coke: well have you heard about the kid that got suspended over eyeshadow?
SP10Kenny: yea why
Conor Is On Coke: well
Conor Is On Coke: he wore it today and they had alreayd warned hima nd made ihm take it off yesterday
Conor Is On Coke: so our first hour teacher sent him down and I wwas like"i think i need to go too"
Conor Is On Coke: because mine was exactly the same
Conor Is On Coke: and they told me mine was fine except for there was too much on the bottom except there was like none on the bottom which was bullshit.
Conor Is On Coke: and I told them by suspendeding them they were being sexist
Conor Is On Coke: so Mr Brown told me if mine is like thta again I'm suspended too.
Conor Is On Coke: so.
SP10Kenny: thats crazy
Conor Is On Coke: I told everyone I know
Conor Is On Coke: and thye told everyone they know
Conor Is On Coke: and liek the whole shcool knwos about it now
Conor Is On Coke: and most of them are pissed
SP10Kenny: about what
Conor Is On Coke: so a ton of like brandon's close firneds guys and girls are weairng eyeshadow like his like even kids that don't knwo him that well are
SP10Kenny: the eye shadow?
Conor Is On Coke: just to protest it
Conor Is On Coke: about him being suspended over it
SP10Kenny: i see
Conor Is On Coke: because this is just the beginning of the protest because after he got told to take it off the first time, and they made ihm put lotion on his face to get it off, which could ruin his vision, we decided somehting had to be done
Conor Is On Coke: so Brandon and I last night decided we'll keep protesting until we win.
I LOVE YEWWWWW LD